Fifteen

What my It Girl looks like right now. This game is so gay.

Dear me,

You’ve been such a good girl. Keep it up. Have a good future in Canada. Uhm. Birthday wish? A long, healthy and happy life.

Love, love and always,
Me <3

Yes, I’m fifteen now. Thank you to all the people who embraced me, made beso to me, greeted me and gave me gifts. I’ll include you all in my prayers. :) <3

Day Two: “Nine things about yourself.”

1. I adore stars and trains.

2. I prefer screamo over RnB and pop.

3. Loneliness eats me at times but I choose to be optimistic.

4. I dwell in the past, not in the present.

5. I like owls, cows, kitties and dinosaurs.

6. I am such an early bird. I can’t stand being late. Damn OCD. ._.

7. More than half of my clothes are purple.

8. I have more girl crushes than boy crushes. :))

9. I LOVE JOHN MAYER. <3

The “good” in “goodbye”

Last Friday was another BFF Friday except Krizzia wasn’t around because of their section’s basketball game. So we left school and headed to Gilianne’s house. Exhausted and hungry, we stayed downstairs for a while to wait for dinner. While Willy and I were secretly reading Gilianne’s text messages, the phone rang. We didn’t really care because we knew it was only Gilianne’s mom or prolly Gilianne’s sister. But the call was for me so Gilianne handed me the phone. And it was papa. “Oh ano? panalo kayo? // Did you win the game?”. Dad asked. “Syempre naman papa! Alam mo kung bakit? Kasi ako yung lucky charm ng section namin. Hahaha! // Of course papa! You know why? Because if the lucky charm of our section. Hahaha!“. I joked. He laughed a bit but then there was a short moment of silence. “Oh yakapin mo na si Gilianne. Dumating na yung visa kaninang umaga. // You can now start embracing Gilianne. Our visa already came this morning”. I was shocked of what he blurted and became a little teary-eyed. I had no choice but to inform Gilianne and Willy who was with me during that time. Gilianne started to cry and Willy remained still and quiet.

I have tons of plans before leaving the Philippines. Like saying goodbye to my old guitar and art teacher, going to the dentist for the last time, watching John Mayer’s concert which is on October 1 and etc. About John Mayer’s concert, I’m worried about buying pricey tickets. I remember the Paramore concert tragedy. T_T Many John Mayer fans who attended the Paramore concert are a bit traumatized about it and are afraid that it might happen again. But I’ve been looking forward to John Mayer’s concert more than my birthday so I really hope I could watch it with Gilianne. :D

Now I see Balikbayan boxes and bubble wraps around the house which papa bought this afternoon. I can now feel that we are really about to leave the Philippines. So tomorrow, I’ll inform my classmates and my teachers about this and might as well drop out after our field trip. </3

I just hope I could use my very ample time wisely in accomplishing my plans before leaving. And I hope I could spend time with people who I got really close with. Wish me luck. :)